I am still here.
I feel like a firecracker whose fuse fizzled out as soon as it was lit.
I am unsure about my abilities,
as a part of me is so afraid to fail.
I am also lazy,
working all day,
no motivation,
knowing that I may not even get to the physical portion.
I hate being a perfectionist.
With this, comes total commitment on my behalf.
And I hate to fail.
How can I get up to speed when I am so behind?
It's like being 6 touchdowns behind at the half against the #1 team in the nation.
How do you come out fighting?
I am so diffused.
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